TODAY I AM VERSE
(24/12/12) Like trying to mould a song With roars of lion Well beyond the pushing currents Where i been existing so sad I rewind, they too Bloody heads less than free They give and take, attenuating But i shut up, in pieces just waiting I am father and son Each time i wonder i am I chose you and you chose me Tyranny cuts of such width That they no longer are Everything rolls majestic Even thunders and rain I walk them everyday, melancholic Between clouds so thick i can't move Time after time And weight after weight The eyes just watch, they've seen it all They can take a lot of punching, surviving So do you my friend of misery Whom i followed constantly But with hurtful hate Lost in hope Hope who's yet to dry GENERAL SHIT WHERE SOME PROSPER
(10/11/00) Left silence silent A whole so deep Not even thoughts could escape Last time i remember |
SWAMPS IN ALMA STREET
(28/12/99) A dog sniffing ruin I find no space of rest Wet dust, calm one Miracle way in shreds Machines race to the brain The head explodes You are alone, ambushed Tried blood, they deny potency Buttering the feet On the way down No map plan, stolen ideal One of mine An army of smiles shows Translate as seen They can't stop it You too, you can't I can I filed the ghosts And tempted salvation I got it SAD REEF
(23/10/05) Water coffin Succumbed to the madness Cold grave and memory Torned like a something nothing An image that hurts All the way, down, down, down Expecting to wish changes Changes those too cold to last I retrieve reasoning why Feeling no better than anyone But i give it the thought I push and push, i grief too 'Til i become a better man I look at you, altered with hate There is no smile You are no more, in your darkness So quickly taken out of breathe I've wished you a better fate Presume none though |
I NEVER SAW YOU
(15/12/02) I never saw you 'cos you're nothing You'd need light Light you can't afford Lethargic sheep of reason little Suffocating frozen, wood through soul Oh! yes, i think of you Constantly searching, assuming I invoke that same pain That same sadness, that same damage Only enemies wish for Purely for vengeance Fuck you, why not? I'm not a bad dude I wouldn't change me for anyone else The spaces in between, I'll let you fill them as you intend Just be serious about it Oppressed hearts can venom inexplicably Oh, yes, i never saw you I never saw you Not because you aren't real You're a man of your own Always talking through your blood Blood so thick i doubt it flows Secret origin and vile A bastard son of a bitch You hide, brought here Bitter as bitterness Joyful in your beliefs You're doubt and lie And as consolation You believe to be everything you're not Giving that sword the sharp edge You solely use to satisfy your fucking ignorance Fuck you 3 and 4 times I see you now When i close my eyes, only I do not wish such, fuck that I may prey for you, blaspheme Or simply forget Shit!!! |
WHY DO I THINK OF YOU?
(26/08/94) Why do i think of you? Why do i cry to the gift? Why does silence erase? Why the sustenance of dark? Why the echos only now heard? Why you are you When i'm you and me? Why the immense passion So often killed than revived? Why everything that stood That stands, that dies, put there? Why the ghosts Neither worthed nor pratique? Why the kiss given too soon Let to flurt like a bitch then abandoned, for a time? Why the hope, whatever that was And whatever that is? Why? Why do i think of you And why do i question why When why was a her? She rushes to my head Makes all the questioning Then BOOM!!! I caught her, she let me That's why i think of her An old lover so full of intent Roaming in my head For the past fuck knows how many years |
SHADES OF GREY
(16/12/99) Falling evermore deeper The crown has it's own weight Desire's a fool, consents Sways synchronized into the fire So the sores won't heal Why envy the grotesque? The wise triumph even if delayed A war raging in my head Wave after wave, domains You can't win, or can you? Eternally awaken thieve Blackened beast, lord of the den One i long to escape But whose walls keep me buried Torn, here, there and still Unable to walk on water Well, can anyone, really? PINK STONES
(28/04/99) Occupation of the eye Someone's mind The sphere pulls A knot A knock I heard, i've watched the shade In some mother's voice Looking down on me |
(29/10/01) Lips meet in full redness hands touch swift, longing Every moment closer and closer You and her, they and them Impatient cock and cunt Sculptured on stone memories Hope is the longer dreamer here... The mysteries are easy to find Each breathe is weary Lust rains down like bell sounds All you hear is the heart Pounding, engaged to his surroundings Astonished, can't ask for more The meaning, who cares? He is best dead The moon? she is beauty Inducts the lovers The night follows They are lovers too ANGEL (YOU'RE A BITCH)
(23/02/09) I miss you Crazy one Foraging like a wild animal Frequently deliberating lust Shoveling through all sweetness Without warnings or danger signs Going anywhere but back Growing gigantically apart Already knowing your possibilities You command your position That's how you break hearts Barely moving, possessing Always subject to be TOUGH EARTH
(29/12/98) A dying desert of pure madness Here you were born, but world you're not You live uncovered with your hunger In truth you're no more than shadow Always maybe, always but, always now Turning up in dreams and staying A sad awake where ever you come from You are innocent when dressed in beauty Allowing all this convergence Victim, master and cradle Stuck knife in the back, giving the prize They repeat and repeat and the days pass You suffer, you don't end there You just let it, i just hope BULK
(29/03/96) How could you not say no? Restore, arms streached in glory Abiding with me, him, the heart Before he spilled it's joints Forcing me to become All of which i deny, i dread |
DID IT RAINED...?
(08/09/04) Did it rained Once used all the roads Leading to fair reasoning Passion and eloquence Honesty and shame?... Did it hide the secrets? Any traces? Did the cold got it's revenge catching up with a lifetime of rhetorical High style stories More empty than vast? Short of glory? They may serve only to front your fears At best authentic Like an applause faked so dearly In an amalgam of needs Did the pain punctuated With each conducted spoken word You knew to be a lie? You knew to be Wrong? Or were you just waiting there Between waterholes Cowardly hoping to be swept away And with it, all the hurt and everything else Once inflicted on you In the same brute maner Resolving nothing confessed? Well penetrated in your mind And of all those who suffered Through it together with you Suggesting every absurdity on the book As if it was the same as the real fucking thing Explained in order to fit the picture And if possible hit the desired target With it's ideal natural colors intact To be exact, yet totally clueless Assholes fed on madness And in the end creep away I know that much It won't change anything though The love is gone That motherfucker was weak She fantasized the way it suits her Pretty obvious But if you hate you still love It resonates like an atomic bomb Going off every second Traceable even by the sickest of hearts On any strange hand You can't erase that People grow angry, bitch The streets are savage Those who walk it, know it Dragging the chains Subdued As much a part of it as we are Everywhere You must learn to forget Cos if you don't, the wounds won't heal They'll keep towering higher and higher Arriving nowhere Til death will eventually break the seal |
(17/04/08) Riminds me of us Mapping every piece of evidence Conviniently hoping for it to work These are obviously secrets Framed by time At the pinnacle of love Mostly cloudless skies... The sun encircled the blood The seas were as they should I'm not a fully qualified moralist I sing my song the way i know it But i aim to be one My legs are steady I can walk a straight line I'm not afraid of that I fear sin so dreadfully more She inflicts heat Than runs off sweating Forgetting she can be stoped You rise in beauty, cooling the water Mistaken Anyway! It riminds me of us The fingers on the black piano Pleasing so cruelly But being so perfectly at hand Enough to charm or be faultless Being you every step of the way A letter, forgotten, kept Very alive AUTHENTIC CHRIST
(19/09/03) Another day Another time On and off, awake Inviting shapes To join the trip Gently flowing in all directions It all appears brighten Oversized Things left lying about Beautiful, repeated Some of it pretty gruesome Fear gets in the way Glides through every level Of your every self He knows it's surroundings He is no hero He searches for a cure Just like we all do One day he may find it I don't think so He is just as mortal as we are Begins it's journey And then...... No enlightenment here, but decay It's controls are left unattended Glittering in high levels Machine to serve the weak Another day Another time On and off, despondent Closer and closer to the blade Closer to the voice, calling Everything is what it seems I can tell you that Some can prevent it Other won't How very odd! I been there, i know this I've seen it There is no enlightenment here Only pain, dude |
WHERE ARE THE DREAMERS?
(24/12/10) Where are the dreamers? I'm one of you Confused, searching Wanting something new Safe peace Things not exactly perfect I'm talking about you Who makes colors and recreations work Space a connector to the mind the subconscious So eager, so lost So blessed, so beautiful so fucked up, so neat I'm one of you Let me in, i can learn Should any sharp lines Be drawn into the heart With the wrong intention Let me perform rituals in your name I'm one of you And i will always be |
WAITING FOR ENDINGS THAT NEVER SEEM TO START
(15/04/98) Calm strangers much like me Filling my head with impossible dreams Dreams i've searched for, blindly They exist immortal, muse of mine Mad sun made of pale stuff They've just asked me for a play A play where savages roam free, smiling... And ghosts let you compete Presuming i for one could take parte They keep perfuming the air Existing luxuriant, can't be rivaled They are thought By the way What the fuck? Let's rather be, i'd say void... Vast, slow, us, come on people I wanna watch you love I wanna watch it end so it can start again This time for real I'll be the poet and you the poem Forgive me, that's all i have to offer At times not even that I need you I'm committed Cos you are you Come tell the truth Than perpetuate |
HOLLOW TRIUMPH
(02/12/13) Where all is infinite Where all bleeds on the verge of fame Where all stories are sculptured And dreams are luxuriant But sensative to the simplest of cures... A nothing start and end Sheltered in some wasted heart Process a thousand times repeated Alive it seems Voice heard in muted air Something i wouldn't reject Even if by pure stubbornness I know you know that It kept us even, bound Til we couldn't go no further Great mystery, right? All you have left at times When sin returns ready to strike Like cold fire With a certain measure Living closer as book pages do Where words made the wound grow bigger Now in lament i see it It is the world A make-believe altar of sacrifices And wisdom which i never really understood Each color less real than the other Darkening GIVE ME BACK MY MEMORIES
(17/11/00) Give me back my memories I need them, all of them They keep me alive And they keep me broken They keep tears from drying They hurt But they are mine... Make up the vast collection Of both negative and positive Moments i do not wish ever to erase They are happiness I love them dearly Past path with oceans, rivers Mountains, skies, great friendship Drunken moments just like this one I deserve this I'm here to claim them They teach me to learn Yet shine like shattered glass As if with no purpose or reason I know there is one Me REVIVAL
(27/05/00) Life goes easy Yet dreams are dark I've travelled this far Found no beginning The words were crippled The future tired Numbly unsure Ready for the lions |
WHO KILLED THE MISSING THOUGHT?
(11/02/06) Who killed the missing thought? The frightened mind? The heart fearing invasion? Looking terrified At messages he couldn't translate? Maybe the imaginary beauty He thinks he saw Was nothing but a mere spoken word Coming from the worng mouth Later in the day After a few, too many glasses of wine Some cocaine lines And the idea of wanting to believe A lie told twice Or marvel at incompetence Now looking like defined legs Leaping towards you I SEE FAILURE... (14/01/02) I see failure Expecting to be expected Blood drunk Attainable at any given moment Child i didn't fathered Obliging Doing it's work Unreasoning Needing a host and accomplishment Tragedy will do just fine So forcibly In a costly game Of snakes and lizards In which she is the master The ruler, past and present TREES WITHOUT SHADOW
(22/12/07) That's how i saw them Living in perfect composure Making novels possible And romances bearable They tell no faces or search for meaning Pause through time Each day a story to tell... I read to them books Don't think they cared What were they thinking? I never knew what They made me cry Piled like meat And without proper burial Too rapidly forgotten Next year the same I won't be back I repent I wanna be forgiven If you please.... |
SOME LINK TO...
(17/07/95) Some link to... Points south To enter a cool place Full of strange powers Debauchery Prejudice Hurt Laughter Love beyond mesure From me to her, and in reverse I think i saw it She did too But quietly kept going Living the lie Which stroke me with admiration Some fear at times I know that now Better than i did then Specially at night When that cheap glowing red light Was turned on Hanging from a ceiling striped of paint Looking more like a bleeding heart In a ballet performance, dangling Tuned to it's surroundings Mysterious Shadowing the murmurs I could hear coming from every corner As the days and weeks went on Pimps didn't make me uncomfortable I was only a child They were generous Simple man Kept imprisoned by their own ignorance Lacking any kind of affection Stray dogs passing on the hurt You can interpret this as you wish Wolf versus sheep? Hate versus love? I can't help but thinking of the reasons why? But i've never searched for an answer I'm scared i can find the truth I may not need one I don't miss them I miss her I do A lost soul to some To me, a mind ahead of it's time A friend Fearless Wanting, perhaps A fatality, like all those who strive to be free Claiming their lifes to live Instead dying unnoticed Hoping it was all fucking worthed FEAR
(30/09/99) Mad brain, thought to be You visit uninvited Requiem satyr Bleached sun and portion Jumping trails with the rhythm Remnant then storm Vitalizing |
YOU
(15/11/96) A cave full of roaches They glow like cigarette tips The audience follows frantically Gently stirring it's magical powers All sharing the same connection Avidly merging on each other Somehow hypnotic, lost... Fools in a bathing pool Of possessive blood Cracking bones with the weight Racing against dreams Dellusion so strongly given Quickly accepted Not a problem when it is not seen Some fat may be leftover From the original creation The grains? those will be eaten As for smiles They'll stand fake Because they can Open |
HALL OF MIRRORS
(14/07/98) A scream Are you there? Drinking victory? Was it a question? Old man Cold man Tragic idol in wolf shadow... Follow I fall Step forward unafraid Much better madness With curves Keeping doubt in check Hours are eyeless It is time And it will end I'm conscious of that That's why a door was left open The rest i can't remember It was forged The lights were off Exactly |
HURT AS A GENRE
(28/12/05) I lifted my head to watch Who i never came to know Everything i've wished for In risked dreams Leading only to disaster With no acclaim of their own Closing the doors When they should have been open At it's most favourable position Very near, undividing Surprising me with every original And possible thought I never entered them It was easier to ignore them But most often riding beside me The agonies and pain Those somethings and nothings The existing and the assured Like the bright of flowers And the random smells Welcomed by everyone, comfortably I should have known We should all Happiness depends on it She appreciates it better Adapting over time No burial will ever be found No special place or address Simply existing So why searching? Crying does a better job Can be heard even in silence Offering a cure, a path But not a choice That is made the minute you wake up And open your eyes It is wonderful Without one, you wouldn't have the other It is hostile I think about it I know i'm right They do everything together As for me I'm outta here Fuck 'em |
WALL OF COLLAGES
(25/08/93) It slowly unfolded Open to the world Fearing her fate And what words of wonder criticism and indifference could be added... To complete it or destroy it Not the image itself It had propagated Far beyond her limits To every eye, heart and mind she could touch Reason why she was born Wet and dry Moon glowing face to face Sun warming it's beauty No one's Christ But perhaps everyone's God Merely graceful Merely ugly A made up kingdom carefully Put together to be kept alive And fulfil it's purpose Swallowing all attention she could get From all directions Night and day Dying monstrous Fading away Surely not wasted Instead immortalized FLOATING SKIN AND STORYTELLERS
(29/03/95) Muse Witness mad The plunge is dividing I never saw it, didn't want to The monsters did nothing I wasn't expecting Please kiss me she said The further the candle The stronger it revealed Strange place this Full of crazy lovers Cutting talking to desired size Exclusive moment not existing At least for now I go back to write poems Dispute i take serious Not sure she does Yes If you say so But i won't let go This shit's sweet Slows Time |
MAKE THE CONNECTION
(12/10/13) Ironically everything is nothing It gets inside of you Reason is a worm in it's madness Nude figure that comes to plague Fucking freak No blood to drip, it dried Utterly content... Avoiding questions brought forth We are all alone Records show It's a lie, a tear to remember We need you Poets and musicians know that So what? Love is real, barely Maybe dry cement Where the idea was born Not forgotten Purity flows and can be reached That's what i've chose to believe But how can i feel it? All things lie Forgive me Lord Let's start again So you were saying? CUTTING BLADES OF SCOTTISH FRONTALISM
(17/11/02) Somehow I stood there Listening deaf With elegant guilt Throat-stringed Shielding my heart From any fall out debries... Or winding paths Being thrown at me With savage rage Order of monsters Where salted destinies Can erase all traces back home Leaving just bad language Rezonating through the veins With mistaken authority And negative energy On an exquisite scale PRECEPTIONS ARE NOT ORIGINAL
(08/08/97) Always, nearly always Severely mistaken With nothing to slow you down Seeing yourself as a competent entity An easy mistress according to you Wading through like a bitch, uncalled |
SINAIS
(15/01/11) How vast can promises be When all you have to give is a lie? Hooked to your skin Cannibal of all things Hanging on black teeth So much of it borrowed Lion and sheep... Cold sold mixture of slime Very distinct Tired of thinking shadow She can't incorporate truth To any of her meals Or find a safer place Where most things talk of love Telling you the way Into an ocean of glory And where doubt is impossible If you want to believe so Give a fuck for once Regret, you of all people Could claim to inspect That forgiveness is a believer But all she does is freaking out |
(22/09/94) Teeth of tasting woman Wolf shadow in the walls Striped by moonlight Breath just as ordinary Ready to take it's prize Delicate hunter in a game of lust Arms of darkness pushing the wheel... No delay Neither young nor old Ageless Lips Devil red I dig it I desire to go Ask not where Give it a go Drunken bastard on piles of torment Pushing faultless So weary of what postures to keep Genius |
HEAVY CURTAIN
(26/09/97) Reach out your soul Peaceful by air Darkned into elaborate requesitions Sick far beyond A scar turned to wound Movie of suffer Losing color... To the electric eye Only passing by Touch her Find her wanting Not all is drama Images can be projected Hearts can go back Death won't STRANDED IDIOTS AT BACK ENDS
(23/08/01) Hear the laughters Dropping like dog shit Into glass minds Created Charcoal drawn Easy to erase Specimens utterly sick Trying to avoid obvious truth Always the last to leave They become the monster Their own private fools Giving no song to the strange Immediately blood dried Never borned nor purified Let back into abyss Garden hell Wanderers of dark Stranded idiots at back ends PARADISE AND HELL
02/07/95 The clock is ticking Common solvency pumping like rotten air Gesture so hollow It waves like frozen water Deep through veins Always ready to explode An exposed wound Rare like green words Or elegant jewels rubbing against the skin Dog eye slowly rancid Synopsis Prophecy here and there A lie in the blood readily natural I refuse The image Paradise and Hell |
EQUILIBRIUM ON ELASTIC CHAOS
(21/12/05) Other side reflections Of no one's creations but my own Living life on bubble dreams With mechanisms of secret you Milestones away Yet so close Where hearts don't fuse... And cries go numb Into near extinction 'til the crave will last On arms of meant love SHOULD YOU FORGIVE ME
(02/11/09) Should you forgive me I will reflect Upon it Without drama Twice a day In this cold room With open arms Which brings forever Page yet to be written Forsaken light Denying us AS HER HEART DID SO
(14/07/05) She tried and tried Dwelling in my pain With fevered determination Riding along lies That technically Were master pieces At the very least Aesthetically intended to distress Any unwanted feelings Time couldn't seperate And lessons couldn't teach Eclipsing Leaving reason aside Betraying like fantasies into a trap Claiming the throne As her heart did so NEGATIVE FILTER
24/10/99 A place of re-birth Named after pain Steadily in decline Damned memory not a poem it steals, lies, cheats, burns Freezes, cruel Utterly freak In it's eternal form Rude bastard never a broken mirror |
SECRET ENTITY MADE OF INSECTS
(07/10/13) Touched my face lightly Dusty, quiet in the night Red haired, delicate Waving carefully it's perfume Tender glowing madness First encounter Currency free... Naked hypnotic fruit Not in abundance Yet strange enough for me to try Like hands in formation Gathered together Each time the door closes Leaving the blood to dry ...that's how i see it Where broken hearts thrive A place in severe stillness Lacking a smile Pale, held Where everything freezes in on itself I guess you'd know that Pretty common shit She was She is Created beauty Wild eyes meeting mine Pretty sweet sign Keeping me in check With all it's contents intact Absorbing happiness from sadness But gradually exposing What has been Digging holes on my skin To get to the point Without loosing a dollar Dreams are made this way Cool exploration Hence the obsession Temptation won't destroy you It can teach you lessons Lighter than any flames Accomplish miracles Guide you in the opposite direction Shes supposed to It is it's variance That can change the frequency My calendar is full In conscience terms I love my girl Though she was a tease Nothing but a great silence No crime at all I won't hide Bitches are great She was even better Get it? CONTINUUM
(28/12/97) I salute the non-visible Necessary evil That blinds on peaceful hours With rich quality shapes And it's definite opposite |
SHAPES DRIFT TOWARDS...
(03/11/95) I stand still Held together By empathic mirrors Where none have gone before Feeling sadness projecting Glassy silence With powerful jets... Viciously pelling the skin Disguised Cruel Seeing light through dark Fragile in my heart Sliding gracefully away Down a stream Of scars Desires and pain Moving slowly There waiting to be processed By filthy hands That burst at touch In the mind |
ALL ABOUT TOMORROWS
(02/05/12) Ready to crave Wondering about what it means Where it may lead Looking closely At it's strange features Each with it's own Endless sequences... Of words, images and splendor Do your hands close like thoughts? To step into darkness Stand staring At my reflections? Permanently sealed From some spilled color Ready to reveal... To search beneath All deposited pains Never wasting another |
LANGUAGE OF LOVE
(05/09/94) I train wrecked into your heart With undeniable thirst To take it whole Sculpting words into perfect pearls Of identical beauty Keeping the momentum The instant... Like a hungry listener Searching for truth I gave it all No time to pause You weren't there I must have been deceived By these constant dreams Of eternistic lustful patterns Striding along in my veins Expectantly |
COMPLEX ENGRAVINGS
(18/06/99) I know it I was there It all seems To have Happened In a flash Accelerated... Down To it's Designated point Keeping time On an atomic level Unveiling Each and every frame Bitterly I can still feel it Occasionally It's side effects Your love For me Ripped off the walls Of my heart My soul Like it was nothing Only supposition But it was good It was good That it rained That day It washed clean All the hurt Away I haven't picked up A mop since |
LINES CUTTING THROUGH THE TONGUE
(17/09/01) Dressed with the dark of night A place where ghosts reside Solely arranging you Incarnated Slow voices Endings Poet bitch... Guilty to some strange suggestions Yet full of rest Despite lacking a smile Necessary at that point Gently stired Ediot drama Obviously fresh kill With bullet holes to prove it Cold sleek Suburban street Void working it's identity Nobly infernal To be forgotten Carried heavenward if lucky (19/03/06) Soul the tears They brutally speak of truth Beyond this nothing else Old ghost Hope to be Refueled water Now only waiting |
I'M SORRY
(15/05/08) I'm sorry For the pain Which will become The madness Knowing it is I'm sorry For the love Your heart never accommodated For the world Pouring out it's ugly All this vile obsessions Dangerous as knife throws Which rage safely Across the heavens Dumping waste Without fear of consequence Letting you watch Hopeless I'm sorry For all judgments and sins That got us where we are A little behind Surely Fucking wasted I'm sorry For the fake smiles Reaching you so clearly Never leaving for an instant For doing nothing with time When out there Prepared to accept I'm sorry For you Living under rocks Making desperate attempts To keep in balance Restless in wanting Dying unattended But undoubtedly with a choice at hand We all have been given one Or led to believe such I'm sorry Exactly for everything Everything it can be Without your wish At the end I'm sorry Really For myself |
RUSHED PHOTOGRAPH
(05/09/11) So complete and intense Like the thousand colors That you are Because you can In a flash Eternalized DREAMS CAN'T BE PURCHASED
(04/06/98) I'm troubled by your eyes This miniature existence You've chose to live And with no apparent Path or escape route plan Maturing in your heart Chiseled to an almost infinite void... Whom all pride, love and color Seem to have drained Ridden away In search of new grounds Dreams easily purchased Open doors With promissing pleasures Without a hint of hurt Razor sharp skies Excessively reacheable optimisms Using only charm or higher status Mechanisms all to unnatural To achieve the goal If you may ask I know how it feels I've crawled that empire secretly Wishing to die In my own private fucking Hell Where time wasn't But i kept fighting The terrible sluggish enemy Vowed to put me under I never gave up Waiting patiently awake 'Til it eventually faded to it's rotting Insignificant purpose And so shall you my friend You may have better luck That's what i wish for you So please don't run away Love will reach you If he chooses to |
A DROP INTO SPACES
(27/12/10) A drop into spaces Restricted of pride Like it mattered Devoided of words Obviously Any To an abandoned place... Where lies get bigger and bigger And joys die with all Love locked inside With every rotating hour Narrower than needle holes Crossing arms for you From a long way below Crude With all buttons on Particulating smiles in a rough manner Into the deeper Skin AN EFFIGY NOT MUCH ELSE
(18/08/12) Empty out All that accumulation Of sadness Hopelessness Fear Doing nothing in your head All it's versions... Increasingly obvious Almost craved for Semi meaningful Thirsting in abundance To break you like an odd thought Or a grand number With monstrous pains Attached Ending at your feet Not to heal But to extract Unrequited love Lurking in this eternal Cavern you dug In your heart And been doing so For many, many years And for what purpose If not to be Lost again and again Beneath the stains Unable to bleed Freezing each and every day Without a fight Never to be I believe |
MIDWAY IN THE SPECTRUM
(08/09/01) Build me a paradise Repeating beauty Rich Lustrous With heavenly dimensions Arriving from everywhere An event with the rarest of images Eyes that could spread far wide When all else fails Build me a dream A dream I'd like to visit And in my grief I will love you again and again Plugged into your soul 'Til all light fades On some tired future Midway in the spectrum |
APOLOGIES FOR BEING ME
(01/10/10) All connections break down The shadows do their best To keep me sane Or by mere coincidence Awake Just to exist In time of sorrow I go with it The long distance Unwillingly Too much hurt Someone suggested On his way to lucidity I paused Then i went back To lethargy I will not come back How could i ever |
INFERNO DUSKS AND BLACK SUNS
(09/03/13) Fixtures with yelling stare Face the welcomed Who seek horizons through thick fog Sharp toothed in aspect Sweet in the tongue Eating all potential thoughts In clusters of laundromats Thrown in a vortex It rushes to the head Changing the mood to an aesthetic hole Where gruesome acts take place Much like bullshit Borrowed from cordless intruments A program with due output Single shifted No different than any other God dollar without calibre Vigilant, yet fragil Sepia eyed, inches from a gun |
BIG BOSS LADY
(09/03/13) Trade me melodies for pieces of my hair Thoughts and sensations That float in their many colors After a long journey in chaos Ripp the cord with your creations Ever rising to parasitic ego's Now powered by symbolic pledges And dumb animal looks Ready for chemical exploitation Forward the orgasms Thick in consistency Such that i may properly feel them To give way to detonating whispering Not suited on this theater seats |
COLOR WITH IT'S MANY COMBINATIONS
(15/07/07) In the mirror It reflects and amplifies Teeming with absorbent perception Of astonishing dangers Temporarily shifting Wildly in your ocean heart A VIBRATION ONLY
(25/09/94) In front of me She was But here I am None other She approached A few minutes later It was a gift Nothing i'd choose No beauty Nor fire It was brief Definitely |
AFFIRMATION RESIN
(11/03/13) In persute of forgiveness Has taught patriots probing the heart In the deepest of silences, Chocolate maze on innocent throat Evenly guilty, equally lost Glass door of angry self Onto drunken drama Digress from backdrop persisting night Fruit tree grown in Eden By suave vampires on lonely war beds And lesbian crates, I could not empathize The search amplified, no audiences Yet with swollen mouth I cried for help Unable to make sense To these Hell of a drug |
EUPHORIA BOMB STRAPPED TO THE EYE
(13/03/13) Doors close leaving an odor Of phsychedelic timed sequences Induced by unsatiable craving Sent forth like voracious serpents Branching out eyebrows With tools of ignorance On back alleyways I been cool, budgged out A little dulled by perception And shock value curses Given by comedian rapists That grow skyward Infinitely malign Not easily translatable Even by today's standarts I aspire to find answers Maybe tempting silences That can offer circumvent truth Issued on assembly line Without prescribed medication Or daytime television |
EXORCISM SILK
(21/01/01) Left anywhere Slavering to exist Into the melting light Blurred through the eyes On tongue swords Amongst webs Jerking out bad adaptations Possessed, unfurled Dripping sick blood Spreading on fixed dust Treading upon, untimely Ciphering silently Like floods in my brain |
CORTINA CLOCKS
(13/10/09) Low beneath the night With great desire envying As if in someones mind Falling on the smallest pull Wasted on rhythms Traversing, unwisely Full of intent Armed with struggles Seeking Heaven in a Shadow Like drunken preachers Kicking before death |
SNAKE HEADS ON GRAVE CITY
(23/10/08) The wires connect all silences Knifed deep in Woman-child trapped on unavoidable vice Riding waste tipped obedience And rat like fragrancies Friday night fever Baby cries on ghost cars While leprous hands grind warm To unlock the channels With non sterile formulas And freak show masturbations That confuse me In the erotic sense |
WHISKEY SIRENS (13/10/09) Smudged and worn, unsolved Sinking into the heart Blasphemous in words Reaching for a pattern In blackened Eden A mouth full of versions Secret, among Empty, scared Stripped of all hopes Triggering deep With Devil fingers In the hollow of my sleep |
BAD ASHES (19/10/02) I hurl against Reaching for the light On amnesic skies Spewing regrets To a loud laugh creeping through the bones Dwelling within, unspoken Spaced and insane Infinite in numbers Polishing the heart With rough steps Gift from a muse Handed to silence Like a garden on weak light Dead in motion But no longer afraid |
NOSTALGIA SMOKE
(25/02/10) Becoming, unrevealed Echoing despair in every direction Still in your silence Without substance Igniting into nothingness To dwell in the night When freedom dies on stone Under the infinite sky Time and time again Revolving on fantasies With wings of sorrow Full of intent, not belonging Featureless Like a sick dream on cotton legs Strolling along serenely Rubbing against As the verse falls without soul Tangled together Just before utter darkness In dangerous quantities Crystalline Opposite your heart, disclosed |
WHITE POWDER
(22/09/97) Electric white lines A path to avoid Mostly due to it's efficiency Nothing you can do about it Get lost in the mind Burning holes through the eyes Despite the pain Opium horses of prohibition call Sacredly in regret Cracking sinister laugh Into worlds of decadent gathering Ready to set you off With gracious insanity Behind prison bars of holocaust memories That beg for a conundrum |
SHRINK BACK TO ORIGINS
(22/09/05) All but memories Tearing their way through the ashes Letting out yells of cold Hideous as cracks in the skin With It’s original paint Pumping this ugly architecture Witnessing colossal sadness Turbulent drunken love Raging over the heart As one grand act Adorned with rapid laughs Sometimes so close I shiver Like rats in my dreams Awaiting thin strips of lusting meat In an oath of perpetual victory Tears now lay displayed To those who dwell under rust |
BUTTER ENGINES
(27/04/11) A timeless hysteria Played on harsh strings In the darknesses of hearts Corroding, lying still like stones Destined to become shadow Slowly consuming Unending Emiting all afflictions To a sea of ruthless sharks Blazing as forgotten fires With mighty misterious flavours Shattered like glass in a cemetery of kisses Bitter than a dying ruin |
MUSE WALKING OVER A SNAIL
(22/10/09) Clinging onto desire With hands of infinitude Never to shade or reveal Peeling all skin and bone In mute original sessions In poetic sarcastic woes Uncaculated ones Now hanging on a web Opium of dreams In thrills of sudden blindness Fed upon the heart To fill out spaces As repeated words do Superbly unsure, Echoing light Shut behind eyelids |
TIME
(02/04/12) Time thicking time, a permit to tragedy On horizon clocks anchored out far Flashing on departing hearts delighted to be Turned loose and dropped into space No longer cold but faint Transformed to be broken shine Intense as a rushed photograph on a lost diary Ready to be burned (29/09/00) THE WAY TO DEFINE AND UNDERSTAND THE GRAND SCEME OF ALL THINGS ...IS TO SIMPLY IGNORE THEM FROM BEING ANYTHING BEYOND... |
TINY MONSTERS PUMPING HATE
(16/04/12) On gruesome eyes dripping Streached in unfunctional splendour Dicing last words, largely due Exposed and disconnected Fragile as ghost casts vanishing in the dark No answers or definitions No time for fairytales To describe all thin lines i'd willingly wipe away With sharp hard kisses, colored has tears Into one big procession of decay Like sun rays at dusk |
MIND FUCK PERCEPTION
(11/12/94) Gambling memories In a chamber gun Universes with Conventional catch fire appetites Subjected to Dada reigns SHE'S GOT FIDGET WHEELS
(28/12/12) Hoping to succeed In this dungeon world Where all is novel But all is heard Not with morality She's got fidget wheels |
STACTIC (05-06-10) Rainbow bones sounding like a shot noise With instant curves given twice the name Escaping the firelight blow Becoming shadow by an imaginary timeline, A canvas eye, drawn to be scrap And fixed to a station-master Tracing a solid lie |
PRIDE ASSASSIN (13-03-13) Pointed like thorns An unacceptable truth Solitude which kept on following me Chronologically in tune Savage and care free With great bitter side effects Thick in the veins An orchestra pit kicking the brain Hidden rhythms of alien language Shimmer with electric lies Insanity perpetuates from all sides Ingesting darkness, voraciously Just enough to quell the heart |
APOCALYPTIC HURRICANE BY GREEN GODS
(14-03-13) Midsection bursts of madness, reveal From eye to eye To set in motion constant delusions Some pretty horrific in nature With master screams attached And motherfucker wings That slowly release build up pools Of undigested monophobia You sit back, pathless Spinning webs of fractals Quickly morphing into Hellish arms Always at range, nail like claws Delivering disease In order to verse an eulogy Let loose the rhetorical dog All exaggerated social pariah Exiting the stage barefooted With your daily doses of martyrium Ready to give birth To incurable laugh Ingested on sunday roasts over ten bottles of poured French wine, a couple of joints and some pretty weird pills |
DOSES OF LIVING SHIT
(01/02/01) The brain spits out Swells of molten darkness Dispositioning light Freshly darkened to acquired taste In a schizophrenic phase Meant to hold into the pores Like a super drug Agonisingly slow in it's effect LOVE IS DEAD
(27/02/99) A shadow in between To stop or fall Each time incomplete Secret in the mind Satyr channel Crafted dearly Into the dreams Never changing Already ruin |
TEETH MADE OF GLASS
(25/01/91) A strange mixture on a master maze That you gaze into Mapping all sins With translucent open views Positioned to strick Without warning Revealing unwanted presence Of virgin truth TROUBLED TIME IN EDEN
(19/07/08) Removed from all it's darkness So totally naked Where snakes played freely Not with their own magic Powers as you would expect But with works of other In our behalf Meaning that And everything else |
BONDAGE EVOLUTION OF PRICK STATUS
(04/12/10) Tall imposing noses Static in appearance at most Upper lip validations As high as rococo ceilings Where black and white pinch the fabric Ingested awkwardly Only to prove dumb status On shit brick houses Nausea universe Permeating obscene aroma Of whom a fair distance should be kept As weekly tea meetings Take place on swan legged tables And bitch punk crowds Not worthy intellect Bite that lip With all that chemical resonance Formulated by ugly rotations I'll promptly disconnect With non medicated rage |
FAVORITE SONG
(02/06/98) It pours through my skin In endless mysterious gallops Almost as if on heavy sedations Of paper written love (22/07/92)
"I WANT TO BE PURE LIKE MARBLE TEMPLE FLOORS JERKING ME OFF MY SINS" THE PLEASURE PRINCIPLE
(17/06/98) A meager though Out of suddenness Contagious Where even faith was to leave Lingering words Left cold in the air Collecting dust Full of anything but love |
GIRL IN THE CORNER
(08/02/96) Somewhere where now is now Calmly lonely Extending the eyes To the last degree Of all possible beauty Whose shape tenderly Charged in timeless loops Cutting through the heart Weird Beautiful Constant Like recurring dreams Pushing to break Fragil in the mind Greater than any fortune DRY RAIN ON PUDDLE EYES
(29/05/99) I discovered a path Of whom i hold no memory Supposed to lead to you I want to try, but better not WHY DO I TORTURE?
(28/11/07) Lost beyond Because i've waited So relentlessly surpassed To a silent kind Of truly reversed love DARK DESIRES OF IMPERFECT ME
(18/09/13) Touching her naked skin Sometimes ugly Exclusive Ready to collide Softly Coated with grey underlayers Readily recognizable Swarming into my pours Thick refined poison One i won't disturb Exploding sinful amounts Of whore charm Reversed continuations Pilled up to the moon Added over and over again Soaking through my hands Tighter than before Sensuous Felling tempted Slightly perversed Given the many possibilities They are after all What gets you So full of madness A non-message of assured wrongness Penetrating the brain Leaving scars Calm ones I could name a few But i won't I'm not obliged to But a sinner perhaps The clocks kept beating The walls were free In their sequence Chaotic Beautiful As if meant to be Broken dissolving water So totally clear As the night twined Sweet over the tongue Orderly wasting away Day after day I was asked to leave The smile continued The magic still stands It's a good disguise Miracle of surprise Not a beautiful story Nor victory Just me the poet FASHIONED SIGNALS SUITABLE FOR THE YOUNG
(20/01/13) Deadly serious games Penetrating through the veins Refined Relentlessly Becoming intoxication Made to abide Quickly beginning to settle... While blades wait Bouncing off the walls To fragment in the brain Where demons are digging With elaborate requisitions Keeping time short And dreams empty Intangible |
EVEN IF IT MEANS WHAT YOU THINK IT DOES...
(29/05/01) I craved your love So perfectly wrong Oftenly mine I went on And so did you Urging to burn Every lasting memory Away from me To keep me empty Reduce to silence Doomed to daily doses Of lusting darkness And an acrid taste Of blood in the tongue I have no regrets tough Your red whore shoes And cigarette lips Still tease me I beat one off From time to time ONE POET TO ANOTHER
(22/07/91) How can i take away Take away All the suffering in me? Why? I think it fits you Perfect I confess... DOORS OPEN AND CLOSE
(25/01/91) Doors open and close A strange mixture on a master maze Positioning pain and sadness Thoroughly perfect Showing Anywhere in space or time Indefinite consequences... Exactly as they seem That you gaze into Mapping all sins With translucent open views Ready to strike Without warning Revealing unwanted presence Of virgin truth Pulling you under Like a mole prisioner On frozen soil Go away Out the door The one you came in Swift dream Both good and false Beat of proud heart In pale dawn Searching As if he knew all frontiers Created Or soon to be... LEAP TO SUFFER
(11/08/99) If i could only feel The hollows in me The silence Deep pale Whom i should have asked why Pulvering everything All the way... Hardening into stone And pity versions Of self An imprint going through The openings Relentless Within Just before utter darkness As if weeping me Keeping me awake Following previously Laid out procedures That couldn't be changed Even with divine intervention At hand It's awful here Although necessary at times To some Perhaps to learn Of all beauty lying ahead |
SHE KNOWS I CAN NOW
(29/11/00) I'm no perfect man Never been such But i pose no urgent Or foreseen risk Needing anyone's attention It's just me vs. you The optimal progress To total collapse Sometimes refered to as loneliness Heartache or implementation Of low visiblility of truth I like to call it Lack of perspectivity She lives and dies And then nothing Madness may find a way in to Even through the smallest of cracks Shes a clever girl No amount of faith Can prevent you From crossing any of her disignated areas Unlisted on any book or map At least to my knowledge And i recently discovered That behind her mask Lurks an obvious answer Drifting towards Always in focus Today of all days Five minutes ago We all need time to heal In order to live Away from cliff edges Cut to measure with every taken step For that Hurt must occur It's a delicate operation Indeed it is However perfectly justifiable WE ARE THROWN
(11/12/94) I'm not an actor Gambling memories In a gun chamber Or Universes with conventional Catch fire appetites Subjected to Dada reigns And good disguises I'm just a fool Talking to assholes Mind like DO YOU EVER...?
(03/04/11) Do you ever Question why The madness The hatred in us all Poking us Like wild beasts Roaming free... In the mind Digging huge fucking holes Furiously Untamed Do you ever Open your senses To any combination of both And so With due apology Salute Yourself With lament For as long as it takes It may save the world...you know! VIOLENCE IS NOTHING LIKE THAT
(28/07/07) A magnet pulling me to it's teeth To the many barriers I could not break Even if it meant love Which wasn't the case There was conveniently attached Frames needing a real... Quick of softness Or some kind of heat boost My lips sightly wetted And my mouth paralized Totally afraid Of what it could unleash I averted the eyes Heart and soul To tempt loneliness Willing to negotiate Above any wounds Who started out as a kiss On a lighter flame One with the strangest of Colors |
DIVINITY NEVERTHELESS
(22/02/09) I did not choose Sadness Over laughter Nor did you For she comes Adorned With immeasurable lengths... Into port Never called But forced upon Dissolving Any remnants of light Like an hungry machine On a lecherous bed Craving Listening Evermore Vacant To fill Flesh down to bone Looking for cracks Without pity Inadequate A perfidious God With pricked eyes Among other things Yet with no more hope than i 'til triumphing is made |
WHEN OUT THERE THE WORLD WAITS
(10/11/12) Made from scratch Nightmares out of serpent moulds Down to the depths In detail To where all pain prevails Catalogued So often brutally unclear... Becoming many things More than i've ever hoped On a forever journey With it's pieces Arranged one by one In absolute finery Hurled against the dark No longer revealing expressions Of unwilling emotions All facades are stripped bare No blessings Neither saint nor sinner None could predict Such colossal But frail truth Sick in shape At times able to kill Only a cry away There are no witnesses Therefore no sermons |